okay...
GIVING UP...
*soft drinks
*fast food
*junk food
*ice cream
*chocolate
FOREVER.
oh hell.
im just going to eat healthy!
FOREVER.

hmm...
i am giving up fast food.
and soft drinks.
FOREVER!!!

so um... my new years started off pretty cool.
then at about 12:15 i guess it just sucked.
jon + his girlfriend = one sad me.
and thats all.

well. i found my black nail polish yay. so i can now take off this ugly red. :-)

in an hour or so myself and megan roberts (who i havnt hung out with in like forever) are going to the lovely mall.

today is starting to be purty good.

thank goodness.

god. theres just so much people dont know about me...

yeah. i obviously deleted that entry. i guess i shouldnt have even written it in the first place. FUCK! i guess i need a new guy or something. someone whos just completely amazing. lately i havnt met anybody like that. or that could compare. FUCK! whatever. why did i wait so long when i knew it would lead to nothing? it doesnt even matter.

jon called. wow. i dont know what to think about jon anymore. and i cant even talk about it. shit. all i know is that... im heart broken.

cleaned.

mall. bought tons of things. including green day. american idiot. i <3 it.

steak n shake. hat and bib.

movies. meet the fockers. jackie, mary kate, jackies friend chris and his lovely boyfriend. fun stuff.

sleep. its what i need.

my stomach hurts.

the big event of the summer is this week.

it will rock.

maybe.

i got tons of amazing things for christmas. i didnt really tell anybody what i wanted, but they somehow knew. kinda creepy. hah. i got the best of adam sandler on SNL... thats added to the movie extravaganza ( Read more... )