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[shadowedyouth]

i've decided that i'm not going to the dance.
i don't know if i'll really be up for it.
the music will suck.
i just really don't know how to deal with this month.
it's like hell.
i can't get out to escape my feelings.
i'm stuck.
i wish this past year had all been a dream... more like a nitemare.
but.
no, it wasn't.
FUCK JANUARY

Comments

[scriblingdreams]

oh iris.
i will hang with you if you wish.
i wrote something on the subject.
its really long.
im going to post it and people that want to know badly enough i suppose will read it and understand.
i heart you.

[shadowedyouth]

yeah. we should hang saturday.
i shall read it when you post it.
hopefully it will help them understand without you having to tell them yourself.
sort of.
<3

[scriblingdreams]

i know what you mean.
and its posted.

[ryansinmyband]

julia i am going to miss you a lot at the dance.
a lot.
now i can't take you. damn i would have been the best date that you would have ever had BEEEYOtCh!
(typeing that is odly fun)
i hope you feel better.

[damagexdone]

Aw Jules. I'm here for you of course. aLwAyS.
you can call me anytime you want.! And I think we should hang out again soon. Yep.
<3 MuCh.
AsH

[shadowedyouth]

thanks.
we do need to hang out SOON.
are you going to the show tomorrow?
i am.

[scriblingdreams]

IM GOING IM GOING
i was just going to call you..
weird.

[jussbeingme73]

omg u have to go...

[shadowedyouth]

i'm sorry.

[basketballbabi]

you are going... i have a date for you

[shadowedyouth]

i dont know... i just dont think im really up for it right now.

[scriblingdreams]

damnit she doesnt have to go if she doesnt want to.
and dont give her hell about it either, she is thinking of so many more important things than you could even fathom right now, so just be supportive of her decisions.
she is too great to have to deal with shit from you or anyone else.

[shadowedyouth]

gosh mary kate. youre the only one who understnads right now.

[wantsome07]

hey Julia I am not going to the dance either, and I think you know why. She is a big slutty, skank, bitch, whore! The dance will prolly not even be that fun. If you did have a date you can't be like yeah know... j/p I hope this year gets better for you! I am sure it will, if you ever need n e one to talk to you can call me :)! I promise I wont call you stupid or n e thing, I am a good listener. On to a lighter note, I am going to make those tapes for you. TONIGHT, i promise (even though u only gave me 3 and a half handfulls of that gum). This class is dumb and I don't like it. I am in web design... and it is stupid. WOW.... I am FUCKING bored. This class has just started! but next is world civ and i get to see you :)! (not in a gay way, any wrong minded ppl reading this) Well I g2g i have to do this gay shit :)!

[shadowedyouth]

haha if you bring those tapes tomorrow i will give you more gum!

[shadowedyouth]

i cant believe you are not at school!!! =(
but i understand why.
i hope everything with your mom.
<3