good old journal lots has happened since the last time i used you me and emily arent dating idk if i put that in here before... i dated a beautiful girl named nicole, yeah i cant believe it either but we broke up cause we'll never see eachother again... now i date a girl named jaci i gues you could say i get around huh lol. yeah ive changed alot ( Read more... )

wow i havent used LJ in a long time but eh just posting for old tiems sake so much happened in this journal love losing love friendships turned to hatred and then back to friendships again. Everythings been easier since i lost you ever since i stopped caring and stoped worrying or loving you or thinking about you. Eveyrthings been fine ive hurt ( Read more... )

today was great well the end of the day was ahn sweeet love but before hand oo some people need to die i swear i will end their lives they really are quite annoying and there existence is only around to get in my way i tend to imagine how easy it would be to kill him to stab him to beat him until he couldnt move how easy everything would be if i ( Read more... )

ha today during school eh who cares its after school im in love with yayness on my play im in love with it fuck wanting to quit or hating it if stuff like what happened today happens everyday then im set. hm funnes ok the story is the girl i like was all necxt to me and she touched me every now and then and was all nice to me and i was just like ( Read more... )

wah!!!! i like a freshman lmao and i cant even get her even if shes not even that good looking i also like some sophmores and a senoir and i wait h/o let me think yeah and i cant get them either (i aim too high and some of them are taken and happy lol) darn that freshman that ive known for a while and have liked alot lol shes cool and damn that hot ( Read more... )

I cant help thinking about you today i miss your arms around me i miss feeling you here. when i had you everything was perfect but now without you life just isnt worth it. And... one moment with you again just to feel you near me to hold your hand one moment to reflect everything we had. It makes me feel perfect...Now just only, one second thinking ( Read more... )

i am sry bout putting this in here but omfg im so god damn horny lmao ergh its so damn good.it feels great better than anything holy shit omg thank you soo much to the one who did this for me so she wont feel embarresed lol i know she didnt do it on purpose but jeez o i wanted her soo bad it wasnt even funny if i had seen her ergh. ahhhh o yes that ( Read more... )

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ahhhhhhhhhhh i feel great ha ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaa wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow lol yes i feel almost perfect only one thing could ( Read more... )

lost love originally unwanted ( Read more... )

ergh im extremely pissed right now lol im in a pissed mood came home and bam im pissed at food jobs house cats!!!! bleh !!!! lol today i decided to reach doown inside myself and find out things things i wasnt ready to except but partially am of course as always in my case its bout love my whole life revolves around love yeah its very pathetic lol i ( Read more... )