Well, for the first time in almost a year I (hopefully) thought randomly to contact her... I didn't because I seriously don't think I could handle it and I only seem to think about her when on the dark edge anyway. Maybe I've things to work out yet..

Some days it can really just pile on. I get my truck back from having the transmission rebuilt and 3 months later have to rebuild the motor, and the truck has been on blocks for a month already...

There is also this shitty debt that I owe that I got a piece of paper out of that says "I know some shit" yet it hasn't even come close to paying for ( Read more... )

Sleep has not been coming easy the last week or so, and I'm getting sick of it. It's not that I have coffee before bed, or stay up too late, it's that no matter what I do I can't seem to get to sleep or stay asleep long enough to rest. I get to the part of the REM cycle that allows dreams and either stay there or wake back up. The dreams I'm having ( Read more... )

Well, here I am again. I can't believe it's been a month since my last entry, I guess I didn't realize it'd been a month, I've been only allowing myself awareness of a few days at a time, mostly focusing on the current day only. I still hate my job because I allows me too much time in my own head, and usually thinking of her, but I don't have the ( Read more... )

I want to see when would work best for people going camping this year. I asking this far in advance because I know some already know their summer schedule and others may need quite a bit of time in advance to get time off work. I'm going to send out a facebook message with the same material as well, watch for it ( Read more... )

 Space Hulk:
www.games-workshop.com/gws/catalog/productDetail.jsp

The camping trip went fairly well, considering the rain and snow. I enjoyed going out and shooting as it always seems to be relaxing once I start ( Read more... )

So I got my new hard drive today, installed Vista and everything is running smooth except that I forgot about my motherboard drivers disk ( Read more... )

Why could I never find Toys like these when I was a kid....

http://mcfarlaneonline.stores.yahoo.net/fantasydragons.html

I may have to get a few when I have a little extra cash. 

http://shadoweyed.mybrute.com

Check it out.