ok, i'm in the library in the internet cafe. there are little table with two computers on each little tables. they are facing all different ways ( Read more... )

i can't eat. i dont understand. i eat and it just comes right back up. at training this weekend in KY, I had no appetite and threw up a lot. i didn't want to tell anyone because...i dunno. just didn't.

i think i'm losing weight. and I still can't keep much down. i'm kinda scared.

close my eyes. if i could do exactly what i wanted this very second...

i want the T in Texas. there's something about that that i can't live without. and when i don't have it i'm caught in this drowning rush of pain.i can't explain it. when its near i'm -

i depend on things too much. where is my confidence in Christ?

there is this wave inside me that is roaring to come out. i think when it does come out i'll be over. i don't think this level of humanity that i'm trying to reach will ever be in my hand. can you show me yours? where is my campanionship. i had it once. the only one i wanted and then he left. if i could move near him knowing we'd go back to how we ( Read more... )

i don't even know if people matter anymore ( Read more... )

i don't write much anymore. i'm scared of what's coming out of me. i don't like a lot of what people say to me anymore. i just want to move. really that's what i wanna do.

and forget everyone i ever met.

Meet Wendell. He is a fox who walks on his hind legs. HE i wearing a dark blue velvet vest with square buttons up the front and little pocket on each side. He talks and sings and reads (when he does read he looks through glasses) and learns and teaches just like any human that you may know. He plays a little tiny flute, like one you've never seen ( Read more... )

Just so you know. I am inventing a new world. Because I think I can make a good one. An imaginary one.

I'm not playing god though, so don't get your panties in a twist. I'm playing Kerri-the-writer.

you'll like my new place. if you can find it and find me there. maybe i'll tell you the secret.

my mamaw died yesterday morning ( Read more... )

i really can't wait for this weekend. I really dread seeing Melissa, but Erin, Michael and Tru are coming ( Read more... )