we are real, we are life ( Read more... )

I Feel like i've lost everything i once had. I have no family, i have no parents. i never really had a father, and my motthers time has passed. I always used to sit there and think about how i would be when i got older, taking care of my mother because she needed me, and i needed her. We only had eachother, but now it is different. I have her no ( Read more... )

I can't fucking believe this. I knew somthing was going to happen. I could sense it since saturday. I fucking knew it. And now your mom thinks she can take you away from me because of a shitty perspective she has on things, because i told fran to leave me the fuck alone, i didnt know who the fuck she is, and she gets in my buiseness because mollee ( Read more... )

all the fucking time. theres usually always somthing there to bug the fuck outa me. I'm not made for that shit. I cant handle it, it'll make my mind explode. You aren't happy with yourself, your depressed - I'm not happy, i dont know what the fuck to do, i feel depressed. It sends off waves, its fucked up, like a part of me, and if its not right ( Read more... )

Sittin here, I just got new needles and I'm rippin' up some jungle. but when i go to think i cant, some topics just leave my mind wondering with possiblities, so many thoughts cross my mind that i dont even know which ones are mine, i dont know what im thinking anymore. Is it me? I used to be sure it wasnt, but now im not sure if it is or not. It' ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life, i finally saw somthing in myself. I actually felt good about myself. I never knew what was there untill i realized it and looked at it in better terms. I typed to much tonight and cant type anymore, or soimthing. nevermind.

To watch it all happen, to dream of the end ( Read more... )

Today my mind took over, but it wasn't my instinct, it was somthing else. I couldn't quite explain my actions. I thought i was nuts. But you reasured me. I'm not insane. It's just the fact that the unwise desicions that i once made are showing consequences. My actions were wrong, now they overpower me. But its not my fault, and even if it is, you ( Read more... )

Well, I would've never thought i would calm down and just be sittin round the house smokin pot all day. I havent had eatin acid since i went to Lifted 3 and the DEMF around may 5th. I've forgoten about the past leaving it behind me, but it loves to haunt me, giving me flashbacks every couple of days. But at least i've found what i have been ( Read more... )