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all these thoughts running through my head. i saw my brother yesterday, my little brother. i dont even want to get into it. im so glad i didnt lose her, i dont know what i would've done if i did. i would've been all alone. i would've been without her. I look back at my whole life, and i hate it. i dislike things alot, but i've never really hated ( Read more... )

Sittin here doin nothing. I am happy. Cant type.

Everything seems so fucked up lately, not fucked up in a bad way, but just fucked up. I'm going deaf half the time, i see colors everywhere and i cant even tell what color a light is on the fucking road! I dont know whats wrong with me, but its fucked up, and i dont know what to do about it. only to see what will become of it, i know its only gonna ( Read more... )

What the fuck ( Read more... )

Fuck man, there goes my liscense, just got pulled over, just got home, its about 425 in the morning, fuck

so much confusion in my head the last four days, i didnt know what was going on. Mac had a bottle of ritilin. gone in four days, snorted it all, at least 30-40 pills, all 20mg. Damn, trippin out, freaking out, my body going through withdrawls. Reminds my of doing coke, reminds me of why my mother was always taking PMs, why she was always laying on ( Read more... )

It can piss me off sometimes ( Read more... )

Well, just chillin. Not no new shit as usual. Just chillin. I just got back from driving Mac's car down a buncha dirt roads, i finally went skiing with him, it was fuckin nutz, shawny was going like 30, i was like what the fuck dude! but yeah, scanned town for herbs: 2.30-later No results, now its time to sit and jam jungle and smoke pot. but ( Read more... )

Event, ha. Whens the last time i had an event. all i ever do anymore is chill, but its a good thing. i like being chilled out, its been keepin me off the k and e. i havent partied in ages it seems, i feel like everything is falling together. i feel like im getting old too fast. its fuckin wierd. i know i'm not that old, but i've seen so many ( Read more... )