worst day of the year/ever?
yeah pretty much.

not that it matters ( Read more... )

in every moment,
we are living and dieing in unison.

liveing and dieing are the same consept..the same thing, the same thought...they are one.

why should we be punished for anything...would you punish a man or women on there deth bed? no.
we learn from the expieriance...not for the rediculouse consiquence society tells our parents the experiance should ( Read more... )

the tast of freedome

wasnt enough, i wanted more.
and now im fucked.

good by my loves. i wont be seeing any of you any time soon.
the only controle i have in my life right now is rather or not i eat...and my mother is going to have to bribe me for that.

i fucked up. and i didnt even do anything bad.
i fucking ditched school, for the second time EVER.
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in the last two weeks ( Read more... )

its been years since ive been close to this happy.

not even my dad can bring me down.

could it be that little four letter word?

lets pray for it.

to recognise my fathers stupidety ( Read more... )

tell me what you think, these are both first drafts and i need some critiques befor i turn them in please!

.Harmony.

Pined up
wall and body connect
trying to become one
skin and fibers
bones and Plaster

your wrists held up
by my hands, nails.
Hands, unknowing of
rather to act on,
the want to strangle
or the need to caress

droping into a deja vu
of ( Read more... )

I wish you knew
how you make me feel so god damn usless
how you make me want to fucking leave and never come back,
it hurts to want to turn my back on my own father.

but it theres a difrence between a father and dad.
anyone can be a father.
your just my father.

money doesnt matter to me..you can purshes love..you cant show love threw THINGS...you show ( Read more... )

I got into my myspace finaly...i guess it was some weird new kind of gilch.

luckaly my father wasnt that smart.

aparntly Stacie is leaving him, because she thinks im a horid child, and a bad influance to her children and hates for me to be arond them.
and alot of shit went down; but  im standing my ground..im not about to give up my belifes for ( Read more... )