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Villianize me.  I know you want to.   Thats what you have been doing all along.   Make it official.  State it here, in front of me, in front of my friends for all the world to see.  I'm the bad guy?  No no no, you my former friend are mistaken.  I am not the bad guy, I am no saint, but I am the innocent.  I am untouched, undevine yet still ( Read more... )

It feels odd writing a post hours after saying it was my last post.  I trust my friends because they are trustworthy.  I plan on keeping it that way.   All livejournal posts from this point on will require signatures for comments and be private for friends only, just wanted you all to be aware.

I feel like my sacred ground has been sacrificed.  It has been invaded by an enemy.  The tricky thing is I am not sure if the enemy is an agent, or a double agent, and at this point I'm not sure if i care.   I feel it is no longer safe to write here.  My thoughts can no longer go to the general public, and I feel I can no longer trust one of my ( Read more... )

For the last long while I have felt like I have been treading water ( Read more... )

I've noticed something.  I wrote not to long ago about how when life gives you lemons.  At the time life was sweet, so I said life gave me chocolate ( Read more... )

To all of the guys who read this, treat your girls with respect.  If you don't have a girl at the moment, keep this in mind.  For the love of god, treat your girlfriends with respect.   For all the girls who read this, if you are not getting respect, demand it, if you still don't have it, leave him.  Girls deserve respect.  I am not sure when this ( Read more... )

It is agrivating that an LJ post is not sufficient.  The person this is directed to will never read this.   The idiot may never even hear this song.  However the song is all I need, it is perfect for this situation.  I have put up with more shit than I needed to, let way to much slide, and I am tired with it.  I am better than this, and I deserve ( Read more... )

I am done asking if anything is wrong,  If it is wrong, I am here to help.  I always have been I always will be.
If you don't want to tell me, I'm done asking.