I realize it is 2:00 in the morning.  I also realize whoever reads this is going to think this is about them, or that they brought this on.  It is not about you, regardless of who you are, and you did not help me make this decision.  That being said there has been a change of plans.  One of my resolutions are being changed.  This is because I have ( Read more... )

Stupid saying.  Old habits don't die at all.  They are laid to rest.  The problem is I have a bad habit of not marking my graves.  I don't exactly know what was buried where, and more importantly, why it was buried in the first place.  I am not sure why I buried what I so recently dug up, but I am starting to get an idea.  I am older, I am smarter ( Read more... )

I find it necessary to write at this point in time, however the subject as to what I am writing about is not firmly in my head.  Being home, single, and happy is an interesting experience for me.  I find that I am who I was, despite my best efforts to shed that skin.  Furthermore I find myself missing myself.  I have goals that have not been met, ( Read more... )

some times life hands you lemons, and you are taught to make lemonade.

What am I supposed to do when life gives me chocolate?

What I did should not be vilified it should be glorified.  What I did was right.  I do not feel bad for it, it was satisfying.  In this one case it was my pleasure to deal out pain.  If it only taught a lesson, it was more than worth the effort.  If it caused bruising I may consider us even.  If you bled, we are even.  You were warned, repeatedly.  ( Read more... )

wow, two people came out of the woodwork and actually posted.  I, as always, am a man of my word, so here is the basic reason why.  I need to do something creative because I just completed a few of my other projects.  I figured I'd write either a short story or a poem featuring my friends, surrounding this topic.  If it's good you'll prolly see it ( Read more... )

please, if you read this livejournal do me one small favor.  Please reply to this post, with what your definition of "normal" is.  Please do not use any online (or paper) dictionaries or encyclopedias.  If you want to keep your anonymity respond anonymously, but please do me this one small favor.   Thank you all very much and I will explain my ( Read more... )

If at first you don't succeed, you've failed.

Turns out even actual solutions fail quickly....well at least i tried?  

So I am transfering all of my away messages over, and i figured I might as well post them as well, I haven't had a light post in a while.

I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we ( Read more... )