Well this sunday I will be leaving for the Philippines and I'll be there for two weeks. Yeah, I've got school? Got a problem? lol. Anyways, I'm frreakin exicted and nervous at the same time - I'm bout to pee in my pants.  Yesterday I was talking with Leann Cape about the trip and attempted to explain what a "man-in-a-barrel" supposed to be and why ( Read more... )

It's not the end of the world.

Unless you get attacked by a killer rabbit

I must make a choice. A tough decision. Listen to my voice. Should I give in - to temptation, admiration? One leads to myself. The other some one else. Just an empty shell. Just an empty shell. It's harder than it seems. When you're told, all your hopes and dreams are yours to hold if you just give them what's expected. Something they can sell. Put ( Read more... )

It's finally over. But it never will be over. This emptiness envelops my heart. Wasted chances, so much hope but so little freedom. I wish I didn't have a face. A face to reflect all the lies and the shame. Shouldn't have come to this. And now it is too late. The future hovers in a dark mist over my head. Cannot stand up. My legs were broken long ( Read more... )

You've tried your best to keep your life intact and it all just blows up in your face. Someone just summaried your entire life in one and a half paragraphs - your life is now meaningless. The walls are closing in fast, but there wasn't a door to begin with. No one pays attention to the screams within the eyes. The silent screams of a free spirit ( Read more... )

well I feel somewhat sane today. I don't have classes on tuesdays and thursdays, so I've had an extra holiday. yay, I finally got an internship! it's over at papa john's intl. in the international finance dept. uhh...sorry jacquee and tofu. I'm workin' for your competitor, bitches! lol - like you all actually give a shit. anyways, i'm sleepy so I' ( Read more... )

Well, you'd be giggly too after watching a rock rendition of  Fergie's "London Bridge". I should be studying for a final, but oh well. oooo... supercollapse 3! Know what? I just remembered that I gotta use the restroom...

Damn, I'm retarded! I finished a 7pg paper @ 1am and for some stupid reason I didn't e-mail myself the file. So I leave the house thinking I sent it to myself. So there I am sitting in the library in at bellarmine. my philosophy class is in 15 min. and then the fucking paper isn't on my-email...*shaking laptop furiously right now just thinking of ( Read more... )

WOOT! UofL won!!! For some reason I'm seeing riots erupting on bardstown rd. in my head. But then again Louisville's too weird to be predictable. Anyway...WOOHOO!!!!

I'm in such a shithole right now. Been trying to raise my two D's to at least two Cs. But while I'm doing that I'm beginning to do bad in one of my other classes. Fuck. Worse off...I tried to apply for an internship with Yum! and they said they'd prefer someone with a GPA closer to a 3.5 - now, I understand that they want someone who is dedicated ( Read more... )