hmm. i really should read more.

i really wish i could write again. it's kind of a joke now, when i try to call myself a writer. i mean... writers write. i just wish i could. lol. the passion is still there, but the words disappeared like a year ago. i used to have so many! i couldn't stop! i was always working on a new project or reading up on different poets/novelists and ( Read more... )

i think everyone gets drunk for the numbness, but it's so universal that it's become socially acceptable.

serious question ( Read more... )

and feeling almost scared about how little has changed about windsor ( Read more... )

and i thought i had anger management problems...

sorta. i thought that this week was going to suck balls. big, hairy testicles. cause first i lost my ID card, so i couldn't eat a full meal for like... 3 days and i was stressed from school work and shit with zaike. that sucked. then i bought a new ID and things have been looking up since then ( Read more... )

yeah... just tried to watch Jesus is Magic with my suitemates....

big mistake.

you don't mix raunchy, severely ironic, satirical witty humor with people who have sticks up their asses.

just doesn't work.

in other news.... home in 18 days!!

i never update anymore! but lately i've been... in a journaling mood. but i feel like i've changed so much and writing just won't cover it. oh well. anyways, expect more entries from me from now on (or however long i can keep this up). maybe by writing in here i'll get some of my creative writing talent back! i've stopped writing since i've been ( Read more... )

besides putting up an adorable icon of myself, last night i freaking stayed up until 4am reading alllll the way back from my first LJ entry to... as far as 4am would let me. i just finished it this afternoon. it could be a fucking book! haha. i'd cater so well to the angsty/depressed/emotionally scarred teenage girl demograph so well ( Read more... )