well....it has been a while since the last time that i got a chance to write in you...a lot of things have changed....and a lot of things are different now....i am living in san diego....and i am going to ucsd....it is funny though..because i have always wanted to go to college....and being down here makes me appreciate what i have...but at the ( Read more... )

So now i am at UCSD and i am not sure what i am doing with myself...I feel like there r sooo many things that I want to say in live...but i just cant....i feel like i keep things from myself now...and i am not sure what i am going...i also feel like i want to leave again....i am not sure where i want to go....but all i know is it is time for mem to ( Read more... )

It was wierd...because for so long i forgot that this even exisited...well...i have been really good and really bad...this was a very crazy year...and i am so happy that it has finally come to an end...school was really good...and for the first time in my life i am moving...and this time i am actually going to do it...it is wierd how i stayed for ( Read more... )

there have been so many wierd thing happening to me lately....i still ahve this constant worry that i am not going to pass my spanish class....but last night i put all my faith into got...i am going to pass this class. i also feel like it is time for me to leave here. i am going to go to la...i think that it would be better for me to live in the ( Read more... )

It is so wierd that every time i need a vacation i always think about goingt o visit my brother in oregon..I miss him so much...it has almost been a year since he had been gone....i feel like my other half in non-existant...and the piece that makes me whole is no longer here..i need to get outta california....i want to just lave and never return... ( Read more... )

It was finally nice to meet you...it was really wierd cause i did not know what to expect at first...i am not use to just meeting people...it was nice though...dinner was really good...though i was not dressed for it...lol(i should not have worn green yesterday)...you have the most amazing eyes...they are so beautiful....and the conversation was ( Read more... )

Last night i was on myspace talking to carlos...it was nice...then i called ashley and asked her if she wanted to hang out...we drove all over marin...we drove next to all of the spots we use to hang out with...and drove to people's houses that we do not talk to anymore....so we were talking and all of a sudden we blast amy lee and 3doorsdown....it ( Read more... )

well...i figure i want to be with someone who is protecting...i just want someone to wrap there arms around me to make me feel loved...i want to be sitting next to the fireplace gazing into your eyes....i think that i am falling for you...but who are you...maybe i will eventually find it....it would be nice to be with someone...but what can you do ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say thank you for saying that i had a nice smile....i usually don't get any compliments because i have no clue why...it would be nice for just once to have someone who would be able to compliment me every day and just be together....lol....but those stories are in fairy tales.....i am waiting for mine to come......you absolutely ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say thank you for saying that i had a nice smile....i usually don't get any compliments because i have no clue why...it would be nice for just once to have someone who would be able to compliment me every day and just be together....lol....but those stories are in fairy tales.....i am waiting for mine to come......you absolutely ( Read more... )