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Well...I slept til 11 [heaven] and then got up..sketched for a bit, then watched TV...didn't eat...tried to make myself be sick cos I felt really ill ( Read more... )

All I need is you in my life...

My best friend doesn't even ask how I am, and when I'm in the same room as her should I feel my ears burning? Also, I constantly feel like I'm gonna throw up. I think I'm coming down with something :( Food repulses me.

But...I am sooooooooo excited about New Year *faints with excitedness*

You give me something ( Read more... )

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At school...again...my eyes sting. My stomach hurts. I'm detoxing today but it didn't go great cos I already had a small donut :( No more fatty food for the rest of the day, and then for the rest of the week. I don't understand why its so hard now when last year and this year I starved myself for almost 8 months :*( I was a fucked up kiddo for a ( Read more... )

5. She has not BEEN AROUND - She is a PREVIOUSLY ENJOYED COMPANION ( Read more... )

Slammin' Vinyl welcome you to the largest Drum & Bass, Hardcore & Old Skool event this New Years Eve. In conjunction with One Nation, Flashback & Drum & Bass Arena, this is a true underground dance party brought to you by an organisation that has consistently supported the rave scene for the last 10 years without pause, never stopping but striving ( Read more... )

click click bang bangOk, so tonight I feel LAME because I'm in and even worse out of my own choice. I made what should have been a hard decision today but it was surprisingly easy. I turned a guy down. Saying it was easy makes me sound really up-myself and whatever but it isn't like that...everyone I get involved with seems to have so many fucking ( Read more... )

Another lie.

Just as it seems like I got through that part of my life its happening again with a totally different person. Why do I always have to fucking hurt so much. Everyones found someone and I thought I had but turns out I was wrong.

teehee I'm at school, ooh naughty girl. I'm avoiding doing my art work for a reason that isn't quite clear as I think I'm failing it :/