I can't help it. Every single time I watch Castaway, even if only on the sides of other activities...

I weep when Wilson goes.

I weep like a little child that had fallen to the ground and scraped his knee for the first time. It just breaks my heart every time I see the damn ball swimming away.

Oh God, I'm such a wimp.
 

I feel a dire need to smack myself upside the head. I've done everything besides studying and that was more or less the most important thing I should've been doing. And I haven't even been that much active in other things. Basically I just napped throughout most of the afternoon. That's because I arrived at one in the morning in a gorgeous, shiny ( Read more... )

I'm reading High Fidelity by Nick Hornby at the moment. Anyone know it? I got it from Lenka when she was passing through Bystrica on her way to England. While I'm really enjoying the book, I have to say it had almost turned me into a criminal. Few days ago I was shopping with Ada (I bought a dress! I, with my gorilla arms and dinosaur legs have ( Read more... )

I miss being a child. I miss playing around and doing nothing all day just running around and having fun.

Spontaneously I find myself at Orava, my second home. It's uncle Charlie's birthday and my cousins had their birthdays a few days ago, so we decided to come and pay a visit this morning instead of the usual call. When i'm here, I can't help ( Read more... )

Honestly, sometimes I fail to see the difference between me being too dramatic or me being meant to be unhappy eventually, always searching for something that's not there. I used to think that my unhappiness is the result of me being single, of not having many friends, of not doing enough of everything....of not studying enough, of not living ( Read more... )

I feel so horribly sad right now I can't even put it into words. I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone that would keep asking and saying happy things that would make me laugh. But either he's not picking up the phone, or she's not talking to me or everyone else have their own troubles. I don't want to cry tonight, just like that, without a solid ( Read more... )

Today I met an amazing old friend of mine. The time we spent together up on the hill was remarkable. And I could've done something wrong, i could've succumbed, maybe I even wanted to, but then I just decided aganst it. When Peter left, I wanted to call the boyfriend and just tell him that I love him, tell him that I simply love him very much. I ( Read more... )

Finally I feel some closure and happiness tonight. Ever since Friday I just felt like crying the entire time. Not only was I stressing over my period delaying, but I had a fight with Monice and found out that on Friday I've been a little too friendly with Michael Bipolar. Nothing happened, supposedly I just blabbed strange things about loving him ( Read more... )

I hope you all have wonderful and fun Fridays. Don't get too wasted because I'll laugh at you be worried.

This is what I wrote yesterday. Comes off as kind of ridiculous due to the way I ended up. However, if I don't count the one time I majorly pissed off the boyfriend and said some stupid things to a friend, I was having a real good time. I ( Read more... )

Friday.

It's Friday.

Now, just let me run around and giggle maniacally for a moment.

This week was so exhausting, and even though the next one may be even worse, right now I'm just glad I don't have to worry about any assignments and tests for tomorrow. School is draining me. But today was fine, because I've done pretty good in my Math test ( ( Read more... )