So I'm updating...because it has been like 5 months. Besides I usually do my obligatory end of the school year entry. This year was amazing...no,truly AMAZING! I was able to achieve some goals this year that I set my freshmen year. The most important being my band BASEMENT VIEW. I have never wanted something so much than to make music with a ( Read more... )

In 2005 I ( Read more... )

Happy Holidays Everyone ( Read more... )

So im wasted....again...this has been three days in a row. God, i love the holidays. Yay for family....my grandfather is in the hospitol....i sang for him the other day and he started crying it was sad......mom and aunt cathy cried too....then aunt cathy asked me to sing for her friends mother who was dying down the hall...again sad...but it made ( Read more... )

How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment ( Read more... )

So I'm on this whole I wanna save the world kick...I have been reaching out to friends , old and new, trying to get them to let go of self destructive behavior. My efforts have been somewhat successful...but as I keep telling people...progress takes time, and sometimes it is necessary to take baby steps. But when exactly did I become Dr.Phil? Who ( Read more... )

OK...I'm having some issues. It's kind of like an identity crisis. I thought I always knew what I wanted, and now I'm not sure at all. I am finding myself in one contradiction after another. I thought that all I ever wanted in life was a boyfriend, and I just knew that once I had a boyfreind everything else would just fall into place. I had a ( Read more... )

So to update.....I will be living in Guild with Kyle Hewitt...today anyway...who knows what could happen tomorrow. I'm excited....I never really thought of myself as a Guild kid....I mean you have a bathroom...and you have to put the toilet paper on the roll...YOURSELF!...that's fuckin reponsibility.

I ran away to Wagner again. I love it here in the Smart Lab....there's never anyone down here. Blood Brothers opens tonight...hope it's fun. 9 DAYS LEFT!!!!...not that I'm counting. I'm trying to just get through the rest of the summer without any more drama. I need to get away. Having to see Andy everyday is hard. Part of me just wants to kiss ( Read more... )

So it looks like Jon Cooper is my new roomie. For those of you who don't know, Trevor has decided not to come back....that's cool. He also decided not to tell me and have me find out for myself. If not Livejournal, who knows when I would have found out. Coop's roomie also decided to leave the school...and not tell him. People are dumb and ( Read more... )