well here I am... a little drunk on the 4th... just as tradition holds... and... I honestly realize my life is literally a piece of shit... that's it... shit... my degree... shit... my mind.. shit... my health... well.. not so much shit... more on the lines of heading away from shit... I hate my job... I hate paying off debts.. and I hate... well ( Read more... )

ok, so it's been a while since I've touched this thing so lets start with something funny... and I'm back cuz today I had an amuzing epiphany at work... my life, as well as everyone else's lives, can be seen as a gigantic RPG. Yes I am that big of a nerd to see that, but I thought it was funny. Think of it, I went through one level (college), ( Read more... )

Ok been a while, but updates are in order ( Read more... )

I'm almost out of the poor house, but not my mom's house and oh my god, it's really getting annoying... as of friday I get a check, and blair should be getting me what he owes me sometime soon, SHOULD BE!!! but with VIP going on it's gonna get close in terms of hitting the bottom, as in I'm pulling up now to avoid hitting the ground tomorrow. ( Read more... )

I pretty much have a job lined up. Ironically in the field I said I would never want to be in ever again; healthcare. My mother told me that one of her old locations in Redlands was in real need of people so I sent them a resume, they interviewed me, had me sign some paperwork, and now I'm waiting on the background check to go through and the ( Read more... )

It's Christmas Eve tomorrow... and I still have gifts to buy... and there are no bars in Rancho Cucamonga... I should just shoot myself right now to save myself the trouble of shopping and dealing with the family over the holidays.... I miss Santa Cruz too much... and I especially miss everyone in SC...

This is my farewell to all of you NorCal friends that have been good to me throughout the years... As of tomorrow morning I will be packing my things and leaving for Rancho Cucamonga for temporary measures due to lack of funds, but to make it simpler, I'm poor and my parents need to start saving for my brother, so I'm moving back home. I promise ( Read more... )

Ok so right now... I'm really pissed off because I'm meeting with some faculty today to discuss some future plans of mine, and asked for this day off 4 weeks ago... no objections then, but today I got a call saying that I HAD to come in... why... cuz apparently there is a staff meeting and I would have been the one in charge... luckily Danny saved ( Read more... )

cuz I didn't say anything or for that matter know what to say when this girl showed interest in me at the desk.... everyone else noticed it at the desk except me... and now, she probably thinks I'm an idiot as well, or not interested... I've noticed her in the past, and ironically if my memory is correct she has noticed me, and stupid me didn't say ( Read more... )

Well it's October 22nd, and in just a week it will be six months since my birthday and six months til my birthday. But the thing about that is six months ago, on my birthday, a pyschic told me that within six months I would meet someone a woman who would be a huge part of my life in terms of a relationship, and in one week those six months are up, ( Read more... )