So towards the tail end of last year I kind of cleaned house on the people whom I cared about and cared about me.  I took stock and figured out who mattered and who didn't matter and because of it I cut out Maggie and Vanessa from the inner circle of my life.  Now earlier this yr Vanessa called me randomly (after ignoring my calls and texts for a 2 ( Read more... )

So I have been a very neglectful person in regards to the ole LJ as of late.  I am not sure if this is because nothing exciting is happening or because I just don't feel like it as much anymore.

As far a slife.  I saw Maggie for the first time in about 7 months.  I miss her something fierce, but am incredibly hesitant about the whole thing.  I am ( Read more... )

So I watched my first episode of American Idol tonight. I have to say it was incredibly underwhelming.

I really enjoyed 3 of them. Liked 1 more. Liked the way one more looked and dressed. The other 5 coudl disappear from this planet and the ears and eyes of our nation would be better off.

I have been neglecting my LJ as of late but I don't have a very godo reason for the absence. I cannot claim to be busy or anything because I am the opposite of busy. In fact I am wasting away and the first thing that left was my drive to do anything at all. I hate it and need school to start ( Read more... )

So I am going on day 3 of being down wih the sickness. It made for a not very fun weekend and is making the beginning fo the week miserable. I guess that is the way the world works I guess. I don't know why I keep getting sick recently. It usually only happens when I am overloaded in the stree department, but I haven't felt too much stress ( Read more... )

I have to say while it is weird having Jackson home, I am loving it! He hasn't changed much at all at face value. I am sure spiritually he is all kinds of different, but since I don't really see that side of him, I don't have to deal with it. Of course, tonight while we watch a PG-13 rated Batman Begins will be the big test as to who he is. ( Read more... )

So my usual end of the year movie review is now located at: http://maddhadder.blogspot.com/

It has my 10 favorite movies and 3 least favorite movies of the year as well as a list of surprises and disappointments, go read and comment your own list and all that good stuff.

I met my future wife tonight. Yes, yes I did. it could be confusing, but what can I say. I am in love ( Read more... )

So I have this lack of motivation in my life right now. It is not something I have had a problem with in almost 2 yrs. I can't start or finish anything right now. I wan tot start a book, I wan tto go further with rhe two stories I started while sitting in Geology, but here I sit, de-motivated. I need a muse. Yes, a muse is required. Anyone ( Read more... )

So I have had the recent oppurtunity to be there for someone. I feel like it has been forever since I felt useful to anyone. It felt good to be needed, or wanted in that capacity. I am so at my most comfortable being a friend, comforting or cheering someone up. Not even that, just talking to someone getting to know someone more. Yay for that ( Read more... )