i've been really depressed lately and i'm not quite sure why. its nothing anyone has said or done, or anything i've done, so far as i know. i just am. if i hadn't been on the phone with alex i would have taken that entire bottle of asprin that i was holding. i'm sorry, i know you don't like hearing that, but its true. i'm not sure whats wrong, just ( Read more... )

thanksgiving is overrated

Sleep with all the lights on ( Read more... )

(x) been drunk ( Read more... )

he asks me to watch what i say where he can see or hear it, and yet he never does. he still says stuff when i'm around, his last post had stuff like what he asked me not to say. he...gahhh! i don't know. i just don't know. hmmm, i seem to say that ALOT. anyway...how can you ask that of me when you don't do that yourself? as a matter of fac he has ( Read more... )

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ho hum. i fell shitty...oh well. i have absoulty nothing interesting to put up, so why the fuck am i sitting here typing this? w/e. *blinks* *blinks again* ok, well, now that i've decided that this is pointless......................

i'm still mad at him. really mad. and calling me to complain about her being on the phone with me when you wanted to talk to her...wtf? that's so compleatly...ahhh! i just can't find words to exlpain what i am thinking and how i feel right now. that's probably a good thing, but still...

that was uncalled for and you fucking know it. if i had been at the party...you should be glad my mom wouldn't let me go. i don't care how much smaller then you i am, don't say i couldn't do anything, that's not true. one more time steven, just one more...

One word, that's all was said ( Read more... )