this is from her song...

*If I were you
I’d have nothing
To do with me
But thank you
I’m sorry*

i couldn't do that...how much would that hurt you?
no...i couldn't do that...

she wrote a song about me...me...why me ( Read more... )

ugh.
"what's so bad about being drunk?"
"go ask a glass of water."

nothing interesting happened other then me getting very drunk. on gin. again. and its way too fucking early to be up. I WANT TYLENOL!!!!!!! oh well. fuck.

i'm gonna go do something really stupid and walk around my neighborhood at like 2:30 am. i'll tell you what happens, if anything, when i get back...IF i get back. j/k. lol. don't worry. i'll be back...just to spite you! mwahahahahaa!!!

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i'm sorry about that last update. if that scared or worried any of you...i'm sorry. i just don't know what to do. i'll figure it out somehow. but, its like...i really hate the person i have become. really. if i met me on the streets, i would KILL me or something. i should try to work through all of this...try to make myself a better person...but i ( Read more... )

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i can't win this week!!!!!!!
everyone hates me.
i can't deal with this.
i want to die.

i go my belly pierced yesterday! that makes me happy ( Read more... )