it has come to my attention that I have not updated in about 3 months and Bu is threatening to remove me from his friends list. so i will begin my weekly updates today. its...awesome....incredible!

so i haven't updated in awhile, but quick overview.....things are starting to look up for me! Once I get this damn lab practical overwith my stress level will hopefully go down! pretty good weekend :) I don't have a whole lot to say but just that I'm excited for this year to be over and for the summer to begin

I forgot to mention how great my friends were this weekend.....Cheech made me feel better on Friday night when I was a crying mess on my floor. Katie called me numerous times and listened to me bitch. Nick offered to bring me ice cream and was there for me. Buterry was also supportive and took my mind off things on saturday when i was at his house ( Read more... )

is it totally pathetic that i'm about 20 minutes from home and i'm homesick? how does that even make sense. I keep telling myself 3 more weeks but it seems like this semester will never end. it's not so much that I'm homesick, I think I just miss the normalcy of like everyone being around. I especially miss the 4 and my BFF most of all. the weeks ( Read more... )

sorry for the outburst earlier....didnt' mean to alarm anyone. I had to update in a fit of anger/frustration. oh adn i went to the doctor today. The golf ball in my throat is apparently a cluster of canker sores on my throat gland. that's pleasant isn't it? so yup now it's causing inflammation in my throat, ears, and nose. yesssssss anyway im only ( Read more... )

i hate everything about college and i hate everything about luke that makes me cry every f'in day

MY BFF IS COMING HOME!!!!

well so far today has been a semi-productive day. I failed to go into work again today, which is shitty since there goes 80 dollars, but hey sometimes sleep is more important. When I woke up this morning it felt like there was a tiny man with a blow-torch in my throat. Just envisioning that makes me chuckle. So last night Mego and sully called me ( Read more... )

Now i'm lookin for some comments on this one, am I just absolutely unlovable or something? I'm pretty much destined to be alone I think. so I didn't go into work today bc it felt like there was a tennis ball in my throat. pretty weird huh. anywho, a certain ex (wont' name any names) just called me and made me feel terrible about myself as always. ( Read more... )

well it's the end to another crappy week.....as if it's not enough that I have to work TR,F, and Sat, making it impossible for me to go to GVSU and State to see everyone! Now, i have strep....awesome. My immune system was doing fine for awhile, but it's really gone downhill. those bitches. I can't wait for this semester to be over! The weekend isn' ( Read more... )