Hey y'alllll. So it's been like 3 weeks since I was last here. Since then we've had Christmas, New Years, and my birthday ( Read more... )

i can't remember my password for my "new" journal. not that it mattered that much to me any way ( Read more... )

i got a new livejournal because i needed it.

http://shaeeee.livejournal.com

add me please

so they denied my grandpa too for the loan. this is pretty ridiculous ( Read more... )

i don't know what i'm getting myself into ( Read more... )

this journal has heard it all. it's seen me happy, mad, upset, and in love, but only once. i never thought i would be single again. this is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. every time i think about a memory i start to cry. i miss everything about charlie ( Read more... )

charlie and i aren't together anymore. it is the hardest thing i have ever had to do. i can't be happy. i pretend i am okay but i can't be happy without him. he was everything to me. i love him. i can't see myself with any one else. and what makes everything suck even more is i know he still loves me. i want to tell him i love him and miss ( Read more... )

my life has been crazy, confusing, amazing, sad, and imporantly of all filled with people i have learned to love over time. i have a boyfriend who possibly still loves me, a best friend who i know will always love me, and a family who i will always keep guessing ( Read more... )

i love charlie ( Read more... )

yay for roadtrips with boyfriends and best friends! jessica, don, charlie, and i went to nashville to see the hanks last night. they are so so good it's ridiculous. we left around 2pm and got home last night around 415am. it was definitely worth the trip, though the drive pretty much sucked. charlie had made a mistake. mapquest sucks. charlie ( Read more... )