Yeah, so I'm just a little upset and I felt like posting. Between coming closer to being fired than I ever wanted, to feeling extremely lef tout in terms of the whole Halloween thing, this is looking to be a pretty shitty week. God, and it's only Monday! It really needs to hurry up and be Friday. Friday will be awesome! Friday will make the entire ( Read more... )

What was supposed to be a celebration of Grad School achievement and seven months of a wonderful relationship didn't quite happen the way it was supposed to. And even though my ineptitude's didn't spark a "fight" per se, it was almost a pretty terrible weekend. Why wasn't it? Two reasons. First because I am not going to what happened last week ( Read more... )

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

I'm looking through my old postings to see how much I have changed. I seem to do that often. I kind of like the idea of knowing my self, the mistakes I've made, who I am and where I came from. The thing really hits me is that three years ago I knew that moving to Jersey was a good idea and that I wouldn't have the same oppertunities here that I had ( Read more... )

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I was reading her old journal today. I really have too much free time at work. Or maybe I'm still just a slacker at heart. Anyway, I was reading her old journal today. I wanted to see how much about her I didnt really know before we got together. I wanted to see how much had changed from the time she wasnt mine, to the time that she was. Ya know ( Read more... )

I don't know why she hasn't given up on me. But I'm very glad she hasn't. I'm trying my hardest to be the best boyfriend ever, and she tells me I already am. But all I can see are my failings. I've been on the brink of losing everything more times this summer than I ever want to again, so I'm seeing just how tenuous the things in my life really are ( Read more... )

Ok, I dont suck at my job so much, but I still hate my boss. He hasn't really done anything this week per se, but when he gets back next week I know he'll be completely useless and attempt to do nothing bu belittle me at every chance he gets. Most time's it's the playfull hazing that everyone gives and recieves in this office, but other times he's ( Read more... )

Yet again, I'm posting here because no one from work will read this. Ok, I totally suck at my job! I thought I was getting a pretty good bead on things, but it seems that I have no clue what I'm doing! No, thats not true, I usualy have pretty good clue what I'm doing, but I alwauys seem to go and fuck something up to the point where it makes my ( Read more... )

You Are 30% American
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