its been like a month since i have seen him. i want him back! please come back soon,

things are so much better right now then they have been in awhile. there have been a couple set backs though. Lindsay and I are talking alot. im go stay with her this weekend. also gotta go change the brakes on patricks van. dont really want to see beth at all. i dont need all that shit coming back up. my car is out of any working order right now. ( Read more... )

so me and beth started talking again after all the shit that happened and she told me that her and chris are done. not happening again. she said i wouldnt have anything to worry about with him again. we talk for a couple days and she says that maybe we should see other people. come to find out she is withh chris again all the time... once again ( Read more... )

Things are getting alot better now. I met this amazing girl named lindsay. we have spent alot of time together latly. she has all i am looking for. mental/emotional/financial stability. wow. and she is beautiful. i hope things go well for us. i am not with her or anything yet but i am intrested though. not feeling lost soo much. its good to have ( Read more... )

i feel so lost right now. i dont know what to do with myself. damn life. damn it to hell

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Slap stupid people in the head.

Get your resolution here

does anyone wanna give me 30$ for an early x-mas present before 5:30 tomorrow?if so let me know please. bye

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I love free pizza. had 2 today. steak fanatic and something from pizza hut. i am so full though. now all i need is a cig and ill be good. peace

i am so fucking tired... cant sleep. cant stop thinking. its almost over..