“Does the desire to be with a strong man conflict with the desire for a woman to be strong herself?
 Is sleeping with someone who is a great player a consolation for not being a great player oneself?”
 Her astute conclusion: “Proximity to greatness becomes a substitute for greatness itself.”

this is sort of in line with ( Read more... )

I think I want to go into myself. To meditate and focus on your own inner world is a selfish act.

but really is it?? I want to curl up and hide from the world.  Can I do that?? do I really really want to do that?

or am I too scared to do that?  As I thought about this tonight, I got very scared.

what am I afraid of??

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I dont want to engage in the ( Read more... )

http://www.goravani.com/jyotish/RahuKetu.html

Rahu/Ketu

Rahu and Ketu have actually little to do with the other planets normal systems as they are outcases, rakshashas. They are one, but two parts on one being, an anti-godly power being, a power demon originally.

The presence of Rahu and his other half Ketu in the heavens comes only because an ( Read more... )

I feel well.  I have had two personal miracles ( Read more... )

There is all this pain around me.  Stories of personal tragedy.  I am stuck right along with them. Believing in the story. taking the ride.

I know that suffering is caused by the attachment to the stories.  I have been taking these rides along with them. and suffering -- just foolish

My brother is upset about my sister trying to cheat him out of 50k ( Read more... )

How do I love and be still and support my family and friends while recognizing that they are me ( Read more... )

Pain - more ( Read more... )

 IT has been a very rough year thus far.  Chris and I are not getting along.  Not so much that we are not getting along as much as it is that I am noticing how unhappy I am ( Read more... )

just a lot going on

we are both doing a whole lot of emotional release with a lot of old stuff.

we have a newish friend named Charles who has been helping with some of this.

A lot of energy work, a  lot of all the other stuff

being able to feel where I am for the first time in two and half years, wow

Just noticing thing and its all ( Read more... )

Woke up with a lot of fog today.  Nack has been hurting for the past few weeks.  RIbcage wants to readjust.

A says he sees an improvement in me -- I certainly do.  What is really funny and not sure why is that Chris  is not improving much.  The unlock code is still missing on him.

Even when A gets him straightened out -- every thing is getting ( Read more... )