I have such a huge knot in my stomach, it's not even funny. I don't even know what is wrong... I just have a bad feeling for some reason. Life has been strange for the past 8 or 9 months... yes, definitely. There are times (like now) when it hits me that "Holy fuck, I just picked a fucking dangerous job." Fuck... I mean, goddamn... I felt like I
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