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nottingham.
nigger rick didn't heft the brick when he picked it up, he just threw it like a fucking major league baseball player right into Gump's face. Busted his nose wide the fuck open, split straight up along the cartilage like a cunt. when they saw the blood Put-em-up and Dukes bolted for the backwoods behind the Omni and the rest of the kids hoofed it ( Read more... ) -
the air today was humid and i stumbled through it like a drunkard in a fog.
i wore my underwear backwards all day today and din't notice until i took a shit. the bathroom window has been painted shut by the landlord from before i moved in, so i was sweating like an antebellum slave on the pot. i kept wiping my face with my one and only towel, smoking a cigarette to further pollute the air. the air in the apartment was ( Read more... ) -
the other end of the line
oh my lord he was just the biggest boy you ever did see wasn't he? had ta be the fattest in the county at the least. oh i know, i know i agree, it is a damn shame. well yes ma'am i do consider it child abuse. he's goin' to have all sorts a problems, i mean he couldn't even get into the play area over there at mack-donald's, just sweatin' all over ( Read more... ) -
boudoir.
she fucked the way i thought that god would fuck, feeling her insides like so much cloud cover. the wailing reminded me of hospital wards in the 1800s, a sanitarium running out of her mouth, spitting up all of her vulgarity into my face like ejaculate. if i could have, i would have swallowed it and licked my lips but i kept those words with me just ( Read more... ) -
pantophobic.
i have tried to murder myself numerous times, but i have found out that i cannot die. and now it scares me. i tried to slit my wrists in the tub and bled out and over the rim, the blood seeping onto the floor and staining the carpet in the hall. i fell asleep in the tub and woke, cold and terrified, without scars. i jumped from a nineteen story ( Read more... ) -
its the thrill of the cunt
i looked for you everywhere in the aisles and up and down the rows of books. i was thinking i needed to smoke and ammended that thought because it was more of a want. i couldn't look at you again so i left the store and ran to the train station. i hid in the bathroom and masturbated thinking about you while an old man grunted in the stall next to ( Read more... ) -
when i was young i would wear lipstick.
when i was younger i would steal from the purses of my mothers' friends. i would take their lipstick. their lip gloss. i would take their nail polish. i would hide in the bathroom when everyone was at work. i would tell my mom i was riding my bike to church or to the high school for drama club. it would always be in a bathroom. never looking in the ( Read more... ) -
strychnine lullaby.
her breasts were spilling out of her top, worming their way toward her neck. eggplants ballooned and swollen like raodkill carcasses in the midday heat. she flashed a smile with a gold tooth as an exclamation point at the corner of her mouth and i felt sick to my stomach. the bartender refilled my glass and i fingered the boxcutter in my coat ( Read more... ) -
guess what, bitches?
loaded for bear has been added to This is For You Fest 2007.
fucking it up in december with sick fix, protestant, republicorpse, coke bust and harm's way.
hugs
loaded for bear- grinding you to deaf since 2002.