our hearts become heavier the greater the distance between. it works in reverse, the physical laws suspended, the weights and measures. this holds true. the strings aren't stretched and taut the further you move away, but they sag under the heavy heart and weight of this distance... this lonesome silence lends gravity. a quiet parade of heavy ( Read more... )

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we would talk about how our love could break bones, or how we wanted to break each others' bones because that's how in love we were. we talked about leaving scars, cutting one another, to be able to remember the entire relationship, mapped out on our flesh, forever an altar to worship at. because our love was so beautiful it begs to be adored. no ( Read more... )

saw somethign so beautifully vulgar today, the tragedy and the gorgeousness all intertwined among the lifelines. The nakedness of the accident exposed all the awful truths and brought me to my knees praising the existentialist rapture of the moment. The two cars had split the deer in half, the viscera steaming in the noonday sun. The stomach had ( Read more... )

linguistic invalid ( Read more... )

And there she was, looking like she kept secrets in her handbag next to a small caliber pistol. The kind of girl who steps off of the screen in a 50’s noir film with a pistol in her hand, ready to defend her secrets to the dying end. Pale and beautiful in the fragility, her hanging limbs and smile spread thin. Making the hero thirsty for more and ( Read more... )

oh i can feel the rhythmic beat of our hearts in synch and they are screaming for release. this is where the walls start to bleed. this is where the walls start to bleed. i can see it in here eyes its murder dancing fire. there is nothign mroe to be done with this exorcism today except chase old ghosts around these graves. i bet that puts you in ( Read more... )

i slept in your bed last night. i was trying to channel old ghosts from graveyards, you across this space and distance. i pulled all of your toys off the shelves and buried myself in them. i breathed deeply to soak up the youth. i was a vampire. i pulled your clothes from the dresser srawers and slept on top of them, beneath them, curled up inside ( Read more... )

MIDWEST MAYHEM/HARDCORE DOMINATION TOUR 06-07
featuring
LOADED FOR BEAR {brutalizing hardcore/powerviolence/grind}
ABRADE {chicago's answer to pig destroyer}
FOUR BROTHERS {slop, grind and doom. think man is the bastard}
XTRA VOMIT {one man vegan assault team}

fucking you up in a few weeks, people.

LOADED FOR BEAR TOURDATES ARE POSTED HERE WWW.

okay guys... i will be leaving tonight, and getting into GR kinda late actually... round 2pm, because i hae towork till 930 chitown time ( Read more... )