today was supposed to be a good day

I have no choice but to believe nobody gives a shit about anybody else. not really anyway. I feel so undesirable.

get your feet off my coffee table, you dumb cunt.

I've never felt more unwanted or not loved in my entire fucking life. ive said all week that I just wanted to stay home today. guess I knew it'd suck.

I don't think I can do this anymore

I shouldn't feel this way. maybe I'll just sleep through the next few days

what a world we live in

cmon

i dont chase.

i feel super alone today