Jelousy cuts at the meat on my insides, down my throat and reliably to my chest where i've tried so hard to keep the wreckage under my skin. Because I feel hopelessly honest. And i've learned all the things you're trying to keep, so i'll celebrate my distance and cover potholes with leaves and loose dirt so you wont suspect a thing. All I want is ( Read more... )

The weather keeps me indoors and my bedroom walls laugh in my face but it doesnt really matter, I'm already awake. it takes a long time just to get this all straight. i put one of our pictures back up because i think i can look at it again no matter what happens, but maybe thats just wishful thinking. i'm so relieved by yesterday and the words you ( Read more... )

So things are working out really really really well and I can't wait to see what's going to happen in the next couple of weeks. Homecoming is also ahead and Darin is coming with me to that :). But as for halloween?? I'm not sure what the plan is as long as im not forced into any haunted houses! haha.. well im at home right now, sick and tired. ( Read more... )

Impress me. Hands to our sides & awkward goodbyes. We used to be so much better than this. Not impressed.

After combing through lost paragraphs and heaps of impossible possibilities, I noticed you missed my hint by a long shot. From what’s left of yesterdays and times I should have said something more than nothing, “here we go again”. I think I’d rather fall into fantasy and catchy beats, than your red lights and long eyelashes. So starting with disk ( Read more... )

Hey coffee eyes, you’ve got me coughin’ up my cookie heart. And I’m crawled up in a corner because there’s no room underneath my bed. This is the way I say I think you’re cute. And I’ve got my feelings written down with a circle around your name. No, this isn’t the first time; I’m just having fun. And I’ll I can justify is how much I’d rather you ( Read more... )

Him: Its my favorite part of the day, driving you.
Her: Its my saddest part of the day, leaving you.

She laid on her bed and twirled the phone cord between her fingers as she listened to him talk. with her leg crossed over her opposite knee, she's never looked so alive. and this time when he drives on aimlessly to unfamiliar places, it won't be alone. this time she will hold his hand. because they're still young. and she's still trying to convince ( Read more... )

[x] What would his name be - Do i really have control of that? ha ha ha how about.. Jude Law ( Read more... )

What do you expect when you expect the worst?
Remember what we sung along to on the car ride home. Do you remember?
"Secrets don't make friends."
Idiot.