We sat in my bedroom listening to an old mix I had made for this occasion before I realized the effect of your words on the stability of my insides. That night I held on with more than my fingertips as I watched myself grow small in the reflection of your tired eyes. You said "I dont know what we've started but i want it to last for a long long ( Read more... )

No more boyfriend.
Now it's me time.

I'll be seventeen before I understand this, eighteen before I can feel the words slipping through my lips. I'll be too close for comfort before I realize the effect I can have on you. I'm needy when I'm without you, but I'm restless when I am. I can never put my emotions into words, so I muffle your vision with ( Read more... )

I like surrounding myself with strangers because they don't know what an asshole I really am ( Read more... )

He followed the closed doors to the open bedroom I laid myself to sleep a few hours in advance. I was wrapped in black cotton sheets, to mimic your mouth against my back and opened the window to regulate your breathing. I didn't know you liked the way I arranged our pictures in plastic containers my mother had given me, but you cut through the ( Read more... )

I'm Thankful for this great night ( Read more... )

Last night was fantastic.
I went to Starbux with Lauren after my parents left for the day ( Read more... )

Car ride. Back alley. Parking lots.
Free food. "WOOB DOOBEY DOO".
Tonight I laughed so hard I couldn't breathe


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In class for the next week or so we’ll be reading Pride and Prejudice. Why I bring this up is very simple; it deals with love and the idea of being in love. I could not fathom a better topic to discuss for 45 minutes each day.

I want to trace the shadows of your collar bone with my fingertips. Oh, will you let me fall against your frame? I grow ( Read more... )

Things have gotten brighter since the last time I've lyed here and thought myself through playlists. It seems I'm getting better at talking myself through this; relationships & as if it comes as no surprise, I've decided to meet someone new. But don't count on me till tomarrow. I've actually been meaning to write a somewhat substantial post but ( Read more... )

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