this was a lonely christmas kind of.. i mean it just really made me realize how.. i'm not in a relationship any more, and i'm quite lonely in that sense. oh well i have a strong feeling that i'm not gonna be in another relationship for like.. 2-5 years. which will be bad. so.. i dunno, it makes me depressed, cuz well, it just points out flaws in ( Read more... )

VociferousVomito: Well you know the saying. "Nothing will ever work out for you and you will fail in life, dying cold and alone hooked up to a respirator. Especially if you're nice like Charles Lockwood"

overthreeinches: oh yeah..i read that some where..Shakespeare was it?

christmas
is... a day... of
OMG CHEESE MONSTERS COMING AFTER ME HOLY OMG WTF?!
ahem
i mean.. christmas was good for me... in several ways
ok
presents.. are 1 way..
family time another...
ok.. thats two ways...
ok, christmas was good for me in a couple of ways

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ok went christmas shopping today, bought all my presents for my family. yay! but i also did something.. different. ayla's sister monique told me, she was sad because it is going to be the family's first christmas apart (the parents split up) and there'd be no tree, and no stockings.. so.. i went and bought some stockings , and spent about.. 20 ( Read more... )

well oddly enough, john's mom is trying to set me up with a girl. amazing huh? but shes played matche maker int he past and they all resulted in marriage, so i'm kinda phsyced! whoo, but she sounds like a sweet girl and i hope to meet her soon, good luck to me all! yay !

k, newest and hopefuly last news on ayla my ex. ok , what happened this time, sunday night eric and i went to her house, and ya know how the last week she'd been telling she loves me all this getting back together stuff ya know? really really getting me excited cuz i love that girl .. for some reason, but anyways we were at her house (apartment), i ( Read more... )

Your first name of Shakeme has given you an expressive, diplomatic, and gracious nature. Although you have a good appreciation of material values, business ability, and skill in organizing and managing others, your success is limited, at times, by a lack of self-confidence and initiative. You prefer to work with others and rely upon their support ( Read more... )

ok this is making me angry.. i made a nice little .gif for my userpicture, but when i try upload it, it turns it into a .png file, so its not animated.. and i don't know why.. WHY? WHY OH LORD!!!?!?