ok, with the belief of god, god created the universe , right? well then who created the reality in which this universe resides? God, or would it be someone higher? if only, i was intelligent enough to even try to realize anything like that? try to comprehend ideas of different realities. Along with even with out the belief in god, and god's ( Read more... )

i was home sick today :( wasn't a good scene. annnd... i dunno i'm gonna be pretty bored this week end.. no social contact i don't think. but, hopefully i'll do something, ya know. who knows. alright, ta ta

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ayla was supposed to come over today, again, but then ditched me again! woooooo! i'm so lucky :) . oh man, thats it though, i was seriously of thinking of giving her another, chance, cuz.. well.. i'm a softy that way. but this is a reaccuring pattern, so i'm gonna try to avoid that again... but now i'm sooo lonely :( tear tear. :p, but, gotta keep ( Read more... )

What do you really think of me?

just go there dammit, take the survey so i can know. ya know.luv ya all, ta ta

i was talkin to ayla, my ex again, she wants to come over tomorrow, i'm such a push over and said ok, i look forward to it.. i keep having feelings, that i want to be with her, but at least this time i'm trying to think twice, i'm such a push over to her. .. i mean i'll be happy.. but i don't know.. i really don't know and i'm worried..

i'm drawing a picture... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hey all... ok, by all i mean like 2 people that read this :p, but yeah, not too much happened today, my ex begged to hang with me today, and begged and so on, and today came, and she ditched me, and i was actually looking forward to it. i think its like the 50th time that happened, its kinda funny. i feel for it again * <--- thats like a wizard ( Read more... )

Inherited Scars ( Read more... )

i wrote somethign in this journal just about southern maine and all that, then i entered it, and it ... wasn't there, sucks huh? so.. i went to southern maine today, 4.5 hrs there and then the same back, the culinary presentation was only about 20 minutes long and then we went back. the bus ride was full of annoying loud kids... weird huh? that ( Read more... )