Tonight I went to a show. Things were great, having fun, hanging out. Then the secon band came on stage. Tony Tall (of the infamous Standing Tall and Kumite, as well as the struggle)...got on stage. In his hand was a beer and a cigarette. I thought I was seeing things. Tony broke his edge. The most edge guy I know. The toughest critique of drinking ( Read more... )

My lil sis ( Read more... )

To Raven: I'm sorry if I've been ignorning you. I really am, I'll try to make it up to you the best way I know how. But for all those times you felt blown off, know that you're always my friend and I'll always love you.

To Suzy: I don't know what that was all about last night. I called to tell you I wasn't going to be home, so you iddn't have to ( Read more... )

Family means no one gets left behind, and if they do they're remembered. Family means loving someone regardless of how they hurt you because they're your family. Family is friendship, love, compassion, forgiveness, and understanding ( Read more... )

Newflash: Mom found out I have ink..only the one on my back. She didn't scream or anything. But she was pissed. So I opted to go to CC's house and let her have time to cool down. I'm going to head back home about 12pm today and see what's going on. I talked to this girl Stephanie. All I can say was it was one of the nicest conversations I've had in ( Read more... )

You choose to only express yourself through mediocre bands.That's sad.That you can't find any outlet other than someone elses points of view.That you're so caught up in the drama of all the singer is preaching, that you cant find some deeper meaning in your own psyche but find comfort in the thoughts and feelings of othersno matter how drab, boring ( Read more... )

for me? I don't know, I really don't. I don't know what to believe. I don't know if Suzy's abandoned me in hopes of starting a new life with this Russian. I don't know if anyone is really ever there. I love Kimmie and I know she's there...I don't know. I'm so uncertain about so many things. I really don't even know where to begin. I don't think I'm ( Read more... )

Okay so I'm so fucking excited about my new Iron Maiden CD. Gooooood CD, not Iron Maiden's best effort, but it's still Maiden. Easily one of the greatest Metal bands ever to grace man kind. I'm so excited for the new Box Set. It has 6 CD's, a Iron Maiden shot glass, wall scroll, and ring. I'm fucking so hyped. But I'm sad at the same time. Johnny ( Read more... )

I came to the conclusion i'm invisible. Like the winter's cold, I'm here but you can't see me. I come back in the summer and I'm there only when I'm absolutly needed. I'm invisible. It's not like being dead, no it's far worst. People trip on you constantly. They use you as a stepping stone to greater things, using your soul like foot stool as they ( Read more... )