ne more, it seems like no one cares, it seems like the love is gone, it seems like since i cant drive ne more, i get replaced. it seems like i am really easy to be replaced. it seems like, if i didn't call, you wouldn't either. once again it feels one sided.
tonight i went and saw the little black book w/ crystal. and then hung out after wards. tonight was really fun for some reason. really really fun. it ended w/ one of those talks, but it seems to happen alot, so i dont even care. cause im glad we have those talks. i also found out that im an ass hole. everybody have a good time doing what you do
crystal gets to go to be an extra on the set of strong medecine today. i am SOOOOOO fuckin happy for her. now dont ask me why, but i am nervous, scared, and i have so many different things running through my mind right now. and then on top of all of that, i wont get to see her at all today. which hasn't happened in a few months.