i'm in ohio as of late.  i miss 451 as of late.  i want to be doing something more productive than sitting at the computer, but honestly, there is nothing to do anymore.  all i worry about is bmezine and when the colleges i want are going to post their applications for fall 2008 and silly things like my hair and school.  last night i had a dream ( Read more... )

so i broke up with chad.  i don't even really know why, i just can't be with anyone right now.
before the summer i felt like i was not ready in any way to be a senior, but right now i feel so much more mature than i've ever been, and i know who my friends are and what my interests are and what the hell i want to do with myself.

zoe promised me that ( Read more... )

so, the elle doll now comes attached with a boyfriend in the box.
i thought that would be the least lame way i could announce to cyberspace that i'm with someone.

anyway i think for my birthday my mom promised me a tattoo.  so i'm gonna start one of my sleeves then, but i have so many ideas i don't really know what to get.  i know that eventually i'm ( Read more... )

and i think i could be kathleen hanna if i just looked the right way, or had the right dress.

funny how material ownership defines nearly everything.
can't go out till saturday, but its not that big of a deal, i'm not really suffering.  i'll just catch up on reading and make phone calls to reisterstown.

it's what i do.

last night, went to 451 at the sonar with zoe and matt.  realized that i want to be around music my entire life, maybe open a club that would kick the sonar's ass.  dipped early and went to barnes & noble, got yelled at for not leaving by the woman behind the starbucks counter.  made me want to get all against me! and throw a brick through the ( Read more... )