today i went to my cousin's wedding, it was awesome.
i had a great time every minute of it.
dancing, singing, bouquets, dresses, hair-do's
it was amazing.

and now, i'm sitting here digging out all the cookie dough bits from my ice cream, feeling like the loneliest person and without a drink.

fuck weddings.

tonight i was constantly surrounded by a good time, we watched a porno, went to the middle of a parking lot to make up a dance routine, was nicely asked to leave by a cop, drove around screaming at hot guys. it was all so great ( Read more... )

i'm just really frustrated with the school right now.

i am a COMPLETE idiot. 100% idiotic.
i have no idea what i was thinking. i'm staying in school, and i'm graduating with a fucking math degree damnit. if i can get my courses back tomorrow, when i call registars, if it's not too late, i'm going to graduate from college.
i feel like i'm going to cry.

i'm back to being a brunette, new tattoo on the back of my neck, and i've moved to lisbon. my hair is curly, again, and i'm working as a summer teller at a bank. oh yeah, still at mcd's too. i'm working like crazy but would love to see people. i have sundays off, is anyone going to the bazaar this weekend?

i just dropped all of my courses for next semester. i must be crazy.

i passed calculus. i'm not sure if a D gets me credit or not, since it's in my major.
passing this class was almost a deciding factor on whether or not i'm planning on staying in school. but i dont think so anymore.
i'm taking a year off.

i have a lot of things to seriously think about. like leaving college. i don't like it, it's really not for me. i haven't any goals, or anything i really want to do. i know a college education is extemely important, and look at all the people who have made it through. its just so expensive, my major isn't going to get me any kind of job that i ( Read more... )

i have been having a crazy cool time here at the end of my first year farmington adventure. i would update with all the crazy cool things that have happened, but you probably would feel you had to be there, and i hate it when people think i care. so just know, that your emily is contently doing some crazy cool shit.

vacation is ending, school better quickly follow.