I don't know what to write. I'm feeling really good right now. deep down inside. i feel content. and i wanted to express it in beautiful words. but i feel like if i try to express myself, nothing will come out as i want it to. therefore, i'm not even going to try.

Dear Life, I love you. I love everything about you. even if i don't always show it. ( Read more... )

things have been amazing. everything's going by so fast. and then at the end of each day, they slow down real fast and rub my frustrations in my face (cough:: touchy ::cough ( Read more... )

today was a good day. JLI fun day. Drama club auditions. tedi gave me a ride home and we decided to stop at the sunrise athletic club and make up for our lack of swim practice and we swam. it felt really good. i camp home in a very good mood. then dinner with the dad. chloe was so adorable. we blew bubbles and drew a picture of the disney ( Read more... )

what a week. i'm so stoked right now. it's crazy how hyper i am. this week has just been truly amazing.

yesterday... BA won the swim meet. I got FIRST PLACE in my event. it was great. winning the meet was like my favorite thing of life.

now for my second favorite thing of life: leaving school and randomly deciding to take an immediate road change ( Read more... )

So basically things are beginning to get back to normal. i let things go for too long, but i think that i'm beginning to correct the wrongs. really. which makes me happy.

i really like my new icon. i just looked at it now and realized that that is probably my favorite scene from garden state. i loved acting it out with ian at banquet last year, it ( Read more... )

I sat in my room listening to this song on repeat for at least an hour while i thought about camp.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I ( Read more... )

So basically this weekend was full of emotions. Yesterday was half full of really really sad emotions but then flipped completely around. went to the beach after things were settled, came home and showered then went straight to touchy opening program. it was a mystery limo ride. we took two hummer limos and we didn't know where we were going until ( Read more... )

It feels good to have someone listen to you, have them understand exactly what you're saying, and then they reply with exactly the kind of answer you were searching for. I guess thats what happens when you know someone for your entire life.

The first week of school was basically just one big reminder that i ( Read more... )

See you next year ( Read more... )

school starts in 2 days
molly's home
i found a kutz and nfty community on LJ
i drove on the highway today
i might organize my room today (which hasn't happened since i moved in 5 yrs ago)
i saw sarah yesterday ( the loooove of my life! )
swim season starts on wednesday possibly! i'm SO excited.