I'm having kutz withdrawals again. it's probably inspired by the stress that life is bringing me. i'm making myself feel like i need to run away from everything and go back to a time in my life when that stress was nonexistent.

I love wise people. and i love my friends. and chloe. and my mommy. and everyone who is in my life. it's because of those ( Read more... )

I'm tan! yay!!! Today i went to the beach with my aunt, aousin, and chloe. chloe was really scared of the water at first, she would not let go of me. so after a little while we got out of the water so sit in the sand and chloe would say "back in water." so i took her back in the water, and she loved it. she showed me how she blows bubbles and how ( Read more... )

Why are you such a mystery?

Obviously last night, I wasn't in the best of moods. But, hey, things ( Read more... )

I've been stressing about what's to come. the unknown. Things could turn out to be amazing... school, friends, family. It's life. And i'm a big fan of life. But what if it doesn't turn out as i want it to. I always believe that things happen for a reason. And whatever happens, I'm usually one to take the outcome analyze it, and then i learn from it ( Read more... )

Today i went to starbucks with my mom. I drove her new BMW there and i have a feeling she's not gonna want me to drive her car again. i was so excited that i wasn't focusing at all. today i've been really unfocused. anyway... at starbucks i tried the mocha raspberry frappuccino. i dont really like raspberry. but it wasn't bad.

i'm rambling.

ian's ( Read more... )

I'm Back!!!!

yay! I was gonna say "i'm home" except, i can honestly say that dont know where exactly home is. i just left my home in warwick, NY to come home to Weston, Fl. both places are my home. it's something that words won't do justice, and that no one who wasn't in warwick for 4 weeks with me can understand.

but i'm glad i'm home. because i ( Read more... )

I leave in exactly 7 hours. i love my life, i forget sometimes why i decided to leave it for four whole weeks. but thank god for my mom. without her i wouldn't have a life to leave behind, or someone to help me leave it at times like these. (that definitely made sense in my head ( Read more... )

Friday is when it all begins. things are changing indefinitely. molly is moving out, and she wont ever really be back. i mean sure, summer session is only 6 weeks (4 of which i wont be here) and then she comes home. but then she's gone again 2 weeks later. and thats how it will be for the next 4 years, when all of those small visits home are going ( Read more... )

...because i finally got my PERMIT!!! wooooo! I love how my mom completely manipulated the whole "appointment only system". she's awesome. so now i get to start learning how to drive!

...oh, and also because i finally got to see SARAH! the love of my life. (i only waited for less than a minute after u left, so no one had a chance to kill me. hehe ( Read more... )

shout out to a pretty cool kid:

Hayyyy Ian

anyway. today i walked with ian to sushi tom. and besides for the fact that the bugs and frogs were feasting on us, it was really nice out. the sky was such a pretty blue and then when the sun started to set, it turned into all different shades of pink and orange. it was really ( Read more... )