The pressure's closing in and my point of view is shifting. I can see the twisting veins on the leaves, but can't see any forest. I'm feeling trapped, like some programmer has set my visions to auto zoom, preventing me from backing up and seeing things as they really are. Do you ever feel like that? Like you know for a fact that there's a bigger ( Read more... )

This journal is unnerving. With lined paper, there's always lots of lines to fill in the spaces I don't write in. But here, it's an endless expanse of white. It makes me feel pressured to write a lot and fill up every piece of this expanse with a character. Unfortunately, the pressure makes my mind go blank and, well, you see what happens. You get ( Read more... )

I tore up your letters and gave them to my first-graders to use in a papier mache. People did always say I was creative ( Read more... )

Back from Cape Breton! But time passed too quickly, and I sincerely didn't want to leave ( Read more... )

I'm sorry, my real journal has stolen away all my precious thoughts, which I never really shared with you anyways, because I prefer to hide them away in my head. My sentences are long and rambling and more and more often I've been finding that my words are hollow and without meaning. I can type for lines, minutes, pages, hours but all I say can be ( Read more... )

I pity the boy, who loves such a girl. She'll ruin his life. Distracting him from his proper affairs with follies of her disease. She's bringing him down, everyone sees that, 'cept him. Love is blind, and for that she's lucky. Pretty she may be, but such an ugly disease that inhabits her mind.

Dude, no school wednesday!!! :D ( Read more... )

I want to go back to those lazy summer days, when I didn't love you. Emotion is only a burden, and only vampires truly live.

Go and see Hotel Rwanda. I love that movie ( Read more... )

Half-day. I'm home. I'm bored. Conor won't be here for another...hour? Aww fuck.

My mind is drawing a blank.

Apparently school does make me think.

I got nothing...anyone want to come out and play?