Im not really sure at all about anything that is going on in this journal until this entry... Because its been so long since I have said anything on here... Since then I have lost all contact with everyone I know my friend Kris is somewhere in Guam or Japan or something in the Navy.... Marine Boot camp... Im off to Iraq and probably will never say ( Read more... )

Could I, Should I... I get the feeling I'm always alone. I remember now at the top of my lungs... All the smiles that are ever going to haunt me... hmmm... If I fall... Hey Today sucked ass this whole year sucks ass... I hate school, I dont really talk to anyone there because I dont want to... I want everyone to leave me alone... I dont even want ( Read more... )

I lost a friend this weekend, but thats ok ( Read more... )

Today was normal, not too exciting, I went to Rio Vista's homecoming bon fire, Fun Fun... I've been told that I put words that are a little too out of the ordinary in my journal, So now when I do that I will put a synonym for the word in parenthesis next to it ok ( Read more... )

I saw something today, It was great, well better then great but hard to describe. Something Beautiful, admirable, alluring, angelic, appealing, delicate and delightful... all at once... This is resplendent. Not so much something as someone. I don't see this someone very often but when I do, Im certainly in Awe... I keep telling myself this will get ( Read more... )

I made a friend today, I like her so much. I know this, I have since I met her. My birthday is near, What I wouldn't do to slice a year from my life. Its hard for me to remember times before tonight. Every night recalls certain despair that tends to let me forget. I want to sleep right now. It seems to be the only thing I can keep to my self. Even ( Read more... )

Someone asked today when I would again write. I had no sure defined answer to that question, It could be Hypothetical, I could die before the next entry is sent. The truth penetrates when everyone realizes your not the same. I push outside to find the reasons that I really want outside of this place when they label me. I took it upon my self to ( Read more... )

The wind Blows as if Autumn is here soon, Im impressed I promise. School Has came as if it never left last spring... My Brain Is Black And Blue with Pain... I have constant head aches during the school year... I try hard to keep in touch with the socialality of life. But it leaves me sitting on a bench. Lately Ive been listening to the new Taking ( Read more... )

1) Name: Eric Dale Abbott ( Read more... )