It's been forever ( Read more... )

So it's been forever. Can't even remember how long ( Read more... )

Well kids. I may or may not be on this for awhile. Had to have surgery this weekend to get my galbladder removed because apparently I was passing galstones this past week. It felt more like I was having a never ending heartattack. Passing the second stone on Friday night was the worst cause it took over 13 hours to pass. And I drove to school ( Read more... )

Man I read something that Paul said the other day that made me super duper upset. Basically it had to do with regrets and the way things were said it sounded really REALLY bad on his part. Naturally I got upsettish. It wasn't too bad until we started to discuss and and I told him why I was upsettish and he said I said what I said and that's that. I ( Read more... )

Valentine's Day rocked my socks. Woke up and showered. Then Paul came to get me and we went to Olive Garden for lunch. He got stuff for our female manager Ildi. She was embarrassed. It was cute. Then he told me he got her more stuff then me. I said whatev. Then we went to his house and he had the stuff all set up in the counter. He got me a huge ( Read more... )

::Rant::

"I've been angry about this for weeks"Oh my F#$ing GOD! Are you serious?!?! This boy hasn't a clue what he's just done. Nothing I do is good enough. All my life I've heard you're not skinny enough, you're grades aren't good enough, why didn't you do better??? Now he has the audacity to say that he feels like he never sees me. I see him ( Read more... )

The weeks are going by pretty quickly. The more they go by, the more I realize how much I hate school. And it's not that stupid highschool hate cause at least you get to see your friends and you have to go. My hate for it is growing more and more as the days go by ( Read more... )

Last weekend things were very very rocky. He didn't understand where I was coming from and having conversations about it with others. Whenever I did that I got yelled at because it's not other people's busy says him. But anyway, he just didn't understand. He over reacted to my reaction to things. We talked and he understood where I was coming from ( Read more... )

So school started yesterday. It was NOT a good first day. I woke up to the heater broke. That means NO HOT WATER!!! Crap... Yea So I drove to school. I had to take a different route that I've never taken before due to the weather. It's all good. Paul helped me find my class. Then kissed me goodbye ( Read more... )

So how much do I love my boyfriend??? Well it's so much that I can't even begin to show you ( Read more... )