This didn't mean to be moan fest but it kind of turned out that way. It just felt nice to get it all in writing ( Read more... )

School is over and I am so relieved. I didn't like most of my classes or times and I really started to get anxious to get out at the end. It doesn't really feel like summer because I have to get up at 6:30 two days a week for summer school but there is one perk. There was this persian/middle eastern boy in my poli sci class last semester that was ( Read more... )

My birthday was 3 weeks ago and I turned 19. It was probably the best birthday I've had since I was little. I felt pretty lonely and cut off for a while but I spent the weekend surrounded by friends and it made me realize that I do have some really good friends that love me ( Read more... )

The following is a collection of random thoughts of mine in no particular order ( Read more... )

I never write. I always start and then end up erasing the whole thing because every time I write, it's always something negative. I don't want to be that girl that has nothing good to say but I can't help but dwell on the bad things. Once I sit down to write, I've forgetten the compliments I've received but the insults are still fresh in my mind. ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving came and went. I hope everyone enjoyed their holiday and 4-day weekend. Thanksgiving day itself was wonderful for me because I always enjoy every chance I get to spend with my family. They really are the best. I can't say I enjoyed the rest of my weekend as much. I was looking forward to it for a long time and it was a bitter ( Read more... )

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I am the most high strung person I've ever known. Everything freaks me out and I think I'll be stressed out until the day that I die. School is the current thing that is making me crazy. I set these incredibly high standards for myself that are almost unrealistic. When I get a B on an essay or a test, instead of celebrating like most people would ( Read more... )

I am so stressed out. The past two weeks have been full of test after test, project after project, and essay after essay. I have worked 25 hours a week all month so I asked for days off at work this week to ease a bit of my stress. When I got Tues and Wed off, I was ecstatic until I found out that the schedule got messed up on Tues. Too many people ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since I've written. It's a combination between the fact that I have the most boring life ever and that I'm busy all the time ( Read more... )