that's how i feel right now.
turning 18 on sunday doesn't seem to exciting. more daunting.
and my dad won't even be here.

awesome. he always sends us to the computer lab to work on our "final," and then the next class we have another "final" to work on. so we've pretty much had like 20 finals. amazing, carmichael. whatever. so it's like the last week of school. not really that excited. summer. woopty freakin do. don't really have any plans except i might go to el paso ( Read more... )

ok....so pretty much i haven't updated because a LOT of shit has been going on. like the worst stuff ever ( Read more... )

this week is SO over and i'm glad. it sucked. i just hate it when things have to get all gay and stuff. like my dad last night. WHAT THE HELL. "well, SOMEBODY has to be real and tell you you're gonna fall flat on your face, shandi." wow. thanks for your support, dad. love you too. god i can't wait to get the hell out of there. then me and jermiah ( Read more... )

bored in the library because i have no life. waiting for clayton to get here. he's always late, just like me. god i got up early this morning because i couldn't sleep. took a morning shower for the first time in about a hundred years. i hate morning showers but there was nothing else to do. so now i'm just sitting here drinking razzy iced tea, like ( Read more... )

so....spring break was pretty much amazing. chilled in paris and london and spain. it was the SHIT. got like, a million pairs of earrings. lol. brought shirts back for clayton and dad. and necklaces for clayton sean and jerimiah. got a pipe for jerry too. it's sweet. it has the british flag on it. lol. and then i got a bunch of stuff for. me. god ( Read more... )

good week. g-ma is taking me to get shoes for my trip. woo hoo!!
i leave wednesday. it's gonna be bittersweet. i'm SO excited to go to europe, but that means 2 whole weeks without the love i never thought i'd find. but whatever. 5 days!!!

hate mornings. especially when math is first.....i might as well just punch myself in the face.
oh yeah. i got a phone yesterday.

so pretty much i freakin have to take some GAY classes next semester......but i'll still have 3rd off with maddie and jer. so that's chill. the lday was all like, "well, you could take a health class 3rd period..." and i was like um, hell no. and clayton told me he's gonna have 3rd off next semester...woo hoo! i love him. but chelsey is graduating ( Read more... )

wow. it's friday. and i have to work all weekend. i HATE working on weekends. so i can't really do anything. whatever. that's about it.