so yeah....lol livejournal is like uberly-close to being dead....i love you guys but this website kinda sucks....lol things are going halfway decently, school is slow as usual, girlfriend is pregnant, im engaged....not too much new....lol but yeah

i wish i could feel closer to her, but she wont let me.....kinda sux.

well shit has been going pretty well, im starting to get really tired of school already but im almost done....i have a new tattoo which i have explained the meaning behind many times over...lol....im still single but im still trying to figure out if that is a good thing or not, i care alot about rae, but to be honest i dont know what she wants from ( Read more... )

well things are going good with school and everything like that, i need a job but that will come in time...things are kinda complicated on the relationship front right now there are a few things that i want and then there are other things that have come along that seem to be somewhat promising and im not quite sure what i should do with all of it ( Read more... )

lot of shit on my mind. i still like anna, but i am starting to actually move on i mean shes cool and shit but there doesnt seem to be nething there for me. there are so mant more girls at eastwood, and its my senior year i cant afford to just sit around on my ass sulking over one of the many that i have lost....lol im just afraid that as soon as ( Read more... )

well im supposed to hang out with anna today...she wanted to go either to the park or the movies, a couple of places we went when we were dating....i dont know how that would go, us spending time together just me and her, we havent really talked in person since before i went on vacation....i dont know whats going on with her im afraid she will want ( Read more... )

myspace....myspace gets me down, its like the only way of interacting with friends online without iming them or whatever.....even so, everytime i get on myspace it seems like i wind up feeling worse when i get off then when i got on....but whatever, things are going decently for me, school starts again soon which will be mighty interesting....lol i ( Read more... )

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THERE SORRY THE OTHER WAY GOT SCREWED UP

this is something that i wrote on the fifteenth, two days after anna broke up with me....i wasnt going to post it on myspace because it could be somewhat damaging to the feelings of a couple people but i think now that it doesnt really matter, these are my thought and my musings and the only thing that i am truly entitled to: my own mind ( Read more... )

fuck, i just realized that i havent eaten any actual food in like three days now, but the weird thing is im not hungry so i suppose my stomach will have to wait a bit longer.....fuck myspace and love to all of you fucks...