So I got a credit card and im going to use it to pay for my transmission. This should be lots of fun. Im not sure I like the idea of having a credit card. My transmission is getting fixed no matter what anyways so as long as its good to go ( Read more... )

So I blew my transmission last night. Im getting it towed to a transmission shop to get worked on. I got a rough estimate of $1600 for it which is alot less then what I thought it would be. Good news is that they will work a deal for monthly payments so I will just have to pay what I can when I can ( Read more... )

Been extremely busy lately. Working and shit. The second best thing in the world happened yesterday, care to guess what it is? Haha bet you couldnt even if u tried so imma jut go ahead and tell uMy baby finally got her internet connected and we can webcam with eachother mmmmmmm love it. I can't seem to keep my hands off myself when i see her ( Read more... )

I havent been posting much lately I know but Ive been really busy. Ive been Illinois since Sunday. I just got here to Nebraska yesterday (thursday). Long drives with nothing but farmland. Im in the corporate office, getting work done. Its nice, I have my own office and everything.

Despair and sadness. Heh.... Seems nothings changed. Im still losing control and still losing my mind. Im scared that I am going to break. I still can't handle stress. My stomach is upset from the anxiety. All I got was a ticket. Such a strong reaction, for such a small thing. I guess all I have been doing is burying it. I'm worried that I might ( Read more... )

So I have been working my ass off lately. I didnt post thursday so heres thursdays ( Read more... )

Today I drove to baton rouge and back. Left at 7am and got back at 2215. I drove the whole time. I didnt mind, I enjoyed it, got some daydreaming in. I missed my baby something terrible. I was tired and grouchy and talking to her always makes me feel better. Her heart pendant for her star came in today. Im hoping the other stuff comes in tomorrow, ( Read more... )

So yesterday not much happened. I started and finished Cartomancy by Michael Stackpole, great book. I started the third book yesterday as well. That book is called The New World. I went to Texas Roadhouse  at about 3pm. I sat at the bar and read. I ordered a 10oz ribeye, fresh vegetables and steamed rice. It was very relaxing. I went back home and ( Read more... )

Today has been a great day. I fall asleep to my baby reading to me from her book. And woke up to her voice in the morning. It was great, I dont think I have ever felt so blessed. Its a wondeful feeling falling asleep to someone and then waking up to them. I only hope that I can make her as happy as she makes me ( Read more... )

Today I got 4 hours of sleep, fun stuff. I went to bed a little after 2 because I was talking to my girl.  I got a call from my boss at 630.  I had to go in early and take of some mess up on the training we had scheduled. After that I talked my girl for about 5 hrs before I made her go to bed. I was working on paperwork and job stuff. After I got ( Read more... )