look Kelsey, just don't even try. You said it yourself, "I'm not the only person in the world, there are others better than me." Wow, I couldn't have said it better myself. EXACTLY out of the camel's mouth.

Or maybe Kelsey, maybe I just am in too much pain. After all, you have only thought about yourself.

Hmmm, I think I feel like making a list of relationships I fucked up or they did. *shrugs ( Read more... )

by the way... if anyone wants to know, I.....still love Kelsey, just that she don't love me so it's worthless. I mean, if I can't love Kelsey who can I love? Just ugh... what the fuck does it matter anymore. I don't even feel like writing in this goddamn journal because it doesn't help even - one - goddamn thing, it just makes me realize my ( Read more... )

Toe's getting better... tried to let my fingers grow for a few days, I swear my nails are like drugs if I don't clip them I get absolutely beserk ( Read more... )

x.x they had to remove the left part of my big toe so it's wrapped up... x.x hurts when I stub it, god.. what the fuck else could go wrong?

On my right foot, big toe there's an ingrown toenail x.x It hurts so bad I can barely walk. -_- I gotta go...

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y'know? I just don't care anymore. Everything I attempt to duct-tape my heart for someone else, it gets shoveled raw human shit on. I could rant on how bad my life is but I'm not going to, sure there's someone out there with a worse life but we all have unique pain. And God dammit, I've evern thought over what a friend said, that I was talking to ( Read more... )

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