World pauses to remind Sept 11.... then the VCR eats them up and they have to start a new Sept. 11. :B

I'd love to forgive you Meiy, I really would but you don't care. You really don't. I want to believe it but I can't. -_- You just don't fucking care, and you won't ever. I love you more than life itself but you just don't give a hoot. I can't find a girl worth crap to live my life with but you'll have to apologize deeply if you ever want me. I'll ( Read more... )

And Meiy, I understand. You just weren't happy with me. But whatever, I know you're happy now. Despite everything else. And if not, you missed out on someone great. :(

Trust me, everyday I think about you and how I screwed up the best damn thing in my entire life. x.x

I'm getting wasted on my birthday... it'll lessen the impact of me being gf with a person that really does care instead of someone that barely knows me. Bleh. Oh well -_- >.>

I got lifetime tri's for my birthday. Yey!!


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I'm dying... a day ago Morgan, ex, dumped me. My brother's friend was sick yet he was invited over by him. I was just minding my own buisness and I even heard him coughing 6 times in the last 30 minutes. Now I'm sick... It feels like someone's grabbed a pitchfork and is stabbing my brain while simutaneously putting a lighter underneath it and ( Read more... )

*sigh* Been thinking 'bout Kelsey some more. How she'll never be back in my arms. That everything is over, it hurts to even see her name. Am I in the right for even acting this way? I think I am, but there are so many things that change... I can't ever go back, ever. Some people change, some don't. Kelsey won't, and she won't change for me. I need ( Read more... )

Dreamt I was still with Meiy, and that she would not give me another chance again.. I just keep experiencing the pain over and over. x.x anyway.. I'm going to teen night with Morgan this sunday... a few days ago our street was flooded, but luckily we live on an incline. The weather has just been really really bad.. I guess hell is freezing over. ( Read more... )

Just don't even talk to me, that's all I want from you. And I smirk at how long it took you to reply, and don't give me that stuff about how you're sick, almost dead, etc. I hear it enough from my friends. You're despicable Kelsey, just leave me alone.

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