Keeping an eye on the world going by my window

[shangri_lalala]

What is going on? Can anyone tell me?  No I didn't think so.  I think I am experiencing one of those weird out of body things. I have so many emotions happening that my physical body can't handle it so they are being spit out in a huge bundle of confused thoughts that are flying around in my aura. Either that or all my emotions are canceling each

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[stellastarshine]

oh dear I know exactly what you mean...I've spent the last...two months or so feeling like I wasn't feeling anything. it's much worse than feeling terribly because you're feeling nothing. blank is a desolate emotion and I personally do not appreciate it much. You start to feel like nothing's real and reality slips away, I guess.

but don't feel bad, about anything that happened. I know it was messy but all the pieces will fall back into place again.

on a brighter note, my threats of killing all the spider monkeys if a certain person did not stop being a passive aggressive girl actually seemed to work. things aren't great, but I felt a little better. it was nothing but it was something better than nothing nothing.

if that makes sense. which it most certainly does not, as I am seventy-eight times over insane.

[shangri_lalala]

I understood every single word you said perfectly. nothing is real, and theres nothing to get hung about...but its better to feel what is real than to feel the nothingness that it is...I don't know if that made sense but it sure sounded cool!

[stellastarshine]

ay ay ay exactly.

feeling terribly is exponentially better than feeling nothing at all.

[shangri_lalala]

hehe yeeesss.

[joannathebeast]

Whoa I know exactly what you're talking about.

[shangri_lalala]

its not very fun. I feel better now. I can think most of the time. Its nice knowing where your mind is...