two months...more...have gone by...so much is different, and so much is the same. i love my life, which is why i feel guilty when i frown. but in the end i know that i'll be happy, cause i won't let it can't be any other way ( Read more... )

so last saturday i watched the movie "serendipity" while at lola's cottage, it was all about fate and love and all this good stuff that puts girls like me in a weepy mood. so then we go down to the beach, and i feel extra lonely but comforted by the stars, which were so clear it was astonishing. i laid down in the sand and just looked up, and it ( Read more... )

first week of school is over with. only a few more till summer, right ( Read more... )

you know that thing...that thing you've been wanting to talk to me about? i'm ready to listen.

seems like this week has been stretching for a long time, thanks to volleyball. i love it, i really do. and too much of a good thing- is a good thing ( Read more... )

hon math (r205)
hon chem (r108)
music app 1st semester (r100), study 2nd sem (commons)
ap us hist (r112)
lunch
art 2 (r111)
spanish 3 (r104)
hon eng (r122)

this'll be fun.

thursday night i went and stayed with my grandma, then mom and i went to the lake for the weekend. played a hell of a lot of super mario 3 (classic) with lola (and it was. it reallly was. STROKIN!) then it was back to a-town for volleyball tryouts monday-wednesday. monday night i ended up sleeping over at sarahs house, which was fan frickin tastic ( Read more... )

pinched nerve in my neck today during conditioning...a little scary, i couldn't move my neck...but whatever it went away. conditioning yesterday and today wasn't half as bad as last year, or maybe i'm just in twice as better shape...who knows. i'm incredibly pumped for season though, i hope i make team ( Read more... )

i need to please everyone. i need everyone to be happy all the time. my friends, my family, guys...i mold myself to be the exact person they want at that very moment. lately, its been backfiring. i mean, when was the last time i got mad at someone and actually told them? 4th grade, i believe. yes, i know exactly who i am. but no one else does...